To teach is to help someone learn about something by giving them information. This few years many people seemed to enjoy teaching me. Yeah…they gave me lessons in their own way.
Not to rake up the past but it happened. I was always the bad and will always be. And in some way I’ve chosen to be the bad one because this people keep accusing me. So why not just be the bad one. It’s their pray, anyway. I’m not an angel though.
I’m not going to defend myself for what had happened. What else to blame other people. The truth will never win until the end and I’m used to suffer along the way. It’s not easy to live with this spinster title :-) Everything seems wrong even when I was trying to help. Most of the time I was left in vain and been punished for the good I’ve done. Yeah…it’s really hurt.
I’ve to prepare for the worst for the rest of my life. I know, if anything happen I’m the one who need to let go. Back off. No one will stand for me for I’m always the bad one. So why must they stand for me when they just can clean their hands and let me deal with it. I have a strong desire to move on and I’m responsible for my life. But many people always forget that it takes two to tango!
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