All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more. Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do. I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? But for now, just for now, it hurts.
At times he who raised me up and lighted up my life can even put me down and burn me down without knowing it. He who used to say “I love you” without any hesitation, now says nothing at all. He was always by my side during the good old days, rarely there for me when I need him these days. Anyway, I do love him for who he is.
At times he who raised me up and lighted up my life can even put me down and burn me down without knowing it. He who used to say “I love you” without any hesitation, now says nothing at all. He was always by my side during the good old days, rarely there for me when I need him these days. Anyway, I do love him for who he is.
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