All this while I took all the harsh words, the tears & the sorrows as the price that I've to pay to be there. To experience the good. To be with them, to love, to support, to learn, to contribute.
And now, when I wrote what I felt, it hurt someone though. Someone that thought he is the "YOU". But I'm sure he didn't know that "YOU" are the impression of other people there who seemed to look at me with 'that face' when I said I have no goal. Did I ever said anybody is wrong for asking me the question? Did I ever blamed anybody?
Look like I've to keep every single thing to myself. Don't ever allow myself to express anything. Let people do whatever they want to me. Let them say whatever they wanna say. Let them think whatever they wanna think. Let them assume whatever they wanna assume. I've come this far and InsyaAllah I won't stop here.
Yeah...it really hurt. I know I'm hurt because I also hurt other people. I got back what I give. What goes around, comes around.
Once you did something bad, the goods you've done will never be remembered. That is life, anyway.
I never tell you, how much you mean to me. But from the moment I wrote who is the most important people in my life, it never change until now.
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