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Piss off. Feel ignored. My heart sink.

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I'm Sick

I'm sick of crying every night, because of you...
I'm sick of everything I forgive, for you...
I'm sick of taking so much pain, to be with you...

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My Life Is Valuable

I know you lied. But it’s fine. You can keep making fun of me and fool me as long as you want.

To you my life has no value and that was why you take it for granted. You just let it be because I’m not important for you unless you need me or you want something from me.

I was saved from that critical moment without any help and support for many times but maybe next time I’m not that lucky to be alive.

Today, I bet many of you might ask what happened last night. I will tell you but I’m quite sure no one will ask further since I’m still alive and can answer you.

When you were with your love ones I meant nothing to you even though my life was almost at the dead end. That is life anyway. I’ve witnessed many men dare not to answer me when they were with their women just not to hurt them. I’ve witnessed many men dare to let their women said and did bad things to me just because they were afraid to tell the truth.  And those women never know that their men seek help from me so they can have a better life. If the men need to choose they dare to leave or ‘kill’ me in any way rather than let me live. They can just wash their hands like they never know me.  They know I’ll do nothing. I’ve witnessed many things which led me to a miserable life just for helping those people. Beaten. Cursed. Hurt.  Many more.

I’m not asking anything in return for what good I’ve done. Just that, please remember that my life is valuable as yours.

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